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amphib10
- Depression and suicide
In response to
Depression and suicide posted by
LauriePK:
you must deal with alot of people here, I dont have any goals at the moment except, eat and type this. I have learned to live today not tomorrow, I hate today. Are you a phycologist? whatever, I just wanted to talk to ordinary people. truthfully that drive to kill myself has been getting stronger, and it cycles up and down. theres a drive to live, I'm stuck and I have been stuck for a long time. I have seen professional after prodessional since I was about 11, im 32 now I have had times of piece of mind, I have even kept most of my sanity and good looks------ that was a joke, the good looks part. I'm sorry for all the complaining. Excepting the hoops, I have to be drug through them now, The system has had me by the balls for to long, the probation officer wants me to get treatment, thats funny, a homeless guy starting from ground zero, Im going back to jail if I cant get help, the same government that wants to put me in jail wont help a person thats willing to help themselves, A dog chasing his tale, go here, go there, right back where I started from, Ive been in the system since 13 trying to get the same help then as Im trying to get now.
the next 3 hoops, get dressed, eat, go to a meeting. wow I really restrained the foul language, i figured Id be polite on here. Thanks for listening as much as I hate trying to show emotion on a forum!
